Origin of an Obsession: How did all of this get started?

For years I grew up believing my penis was too small. Whenever I showered with all the other guys after gym or swimming I couldn't help thinking I was not developing just as other boys were. This was further reinforced by the more well-developed boys who had clearly stepped into manhood and enjoying the fruits of adulthood. I was still knocking at the door waiting for an answer. Growing up as a black male in American culture didn't help either. Constantly bombarded with the racist and dehumanizing ideal of some urban savage with something resembling a heavy duty mag-lite dangling between his legs. My mother took me to many doctors to determine if I had indeed micropenis but they all determined I was healthy. I'll be honest when I say I could have stood to lose some weight as I was a heavy youngster. Truthfully it still wouldn't have washed away all the pain and psychological baggage I now carry around to this day. Unless I could have a 10" inch member it wouldn't have mattered. So far, I've lived a healthy life and have had more than a handful sex partners. Many of who were around my size or larger. Out of all only one has ever referred to it being small. Currently my penis measures a little over 6.5" in length (7" when I'm really hard) and 5" in girth when erect. When flaccid I measure 5.5" in length meaning I gain only an inch when I'm hard. Unimpressive. This leads me to my next question: why on earth am I blogging about this? Because for intents and purposes I want help all of those guys struggling with similar issues. It is no doubt penis enlargement has been a bone of contention (no pun intented)within the medical industry for years with several "experts" dashing hopes. I'm here to not only tell you otherwise but to document it for you as proof. I'll post my routines and methods -from manual to mechanical. It's all here in vivid detail.